Tuesday, April 1, 2014

My Will vs. His

I am currently going through an online devotion with Good Morning Girls  called, "Why Easter Matters".  In this new season of spring, and the days inching further away from the dark, cold winter, the author touches on the comparison spiritually as it relates to death coming to life and states, "As I’ve gone to God’s Word for help and hope, He has refreshed my heart again with this truth: apart from Jesus we are deader than the longest winter: incomplete, inconsistent, and longing for a hope that neither all of our valiant efforts nor this world can provide. This is why Easter matters."

Because His love is:
Complete.
Consistent.
Unfailing.
Abundant.
Sure.


The assignment was to make a list of things in my life that I'm tempted to rely on rather than Jesus.  Let me just say that this list took about 2 seconds to create.  I think it came to me so quickly because I'm constantly aware of my weaknesses and tend to give them un-do power all too often.  Here is my list:
  1. My to-do list=control.
  2. The clock...although I'm a procrastinator and don't always use my time well.
  3. Facebook for connection, distraction, and to fill time.
  4. What other people think of me/approval.


Wow. Can I admit that this quote makes me feel uncomfortable?  When I rely on my own ways I don't feel, complete, consistent, unfailing, abundant, or sure, but I do have a false sense of being in control.   Now, I'm not saying there is anything wrong with being organized and staying on task or connecting with friends through social media.  What I'm getting at is I've made these things more of an idol than I care to admit, and fail everyday at being mindful of the steps God has prepared for me.  This is why it is so important for me to START my day in the Word.  I've neglected that recently as well.  Time to get back on track.

Interestingly enough, today's devotion in "Jesus Calling" reminded me to talk with God about every aspect of my day, including my feelings.  I am not to control or fix everything around me.  It also says to not let my to-do list become an idol directing my life.  A successful day is one in which I've stayed in contact with God throughout the day, allowing him to direct my ways.

Prov 3:5-6 - Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight. 

1 Thess 5:17 - Pray continually

If you were to make a list, what would it look like? Would you like to join me in the "Good Morning Girls" journey? Just click on this link and get started with me!